[oo5/oo6]

Sorry for always smushing days together like this...

In the past two days I've regretted:

.Drinking too much water at a time so I felt like barfing
.Eating too much lunch so I felt like barfing during the afternoon block
.Trying to make myself an omelet for breakfast this morning cause it was way too filling and wasn't that great anyways.
.Eating way too much at the family reunion and feeling like barfing

This blog is definitely helping me. I notice I don't hesitate any more on things I used to hesitate on, and whenever an opportunity presents itself and I hold back a bit, I think to myself 'Am I going to regret this and then have to blog about it?' and then I go and do it :]]

[oo4]

Today was not that bad of a day :] talked to cs a lot. But if you don't read my other blog you don't know who that is nor do you care probably.

Today I regret:

.Trying to play bass guitar even though I fail
.Drinking so much water at band I got a stomachache from running right after it

Un-regrets:

.Talking to cs a lot
.Participating in band crazy hat day
.Helping Mrs. Cochrum

[003]

Another pretty good day :]
Should I have like... un-regrets, too? Hmm...

Today I Regret:

.Stressing over auditions when all Boitz made us do was the easiest part. Which I didn't practice as much as the hard parts

.Eating that cookie at lunch time... empty calories and the school cookies always taste like playdough
.Not giving CS a good luck hug for auditions even though he would have resisted if I'd tried
.Bothering Mrs. Cochrum so much - she's much nicer when you offer to help her instead :]
.Eating a bunch of bread when I got home cause five minutes later I discovered there was my favorite flavor of yougurt (Orange Cream) in the fridge because then I had to eat that too :D
.Not being my nicest to my lab partner in Chem - he's nice to me so I should do the same
.Not saying more when I had the chance to chill with CS though I did do okay
.Not inviting new orchestra friend to eat lunch with us... I'm sure she eats somewhere, but who knows?

[001/002]

So I kind of forgot to write yesterday. It was the first day of school and it as hectic.

Yesterday/Today's
List of Regrets:

.Not sitting with freshmen during Japanese and trying to make friends with them
.Not getting to know my tablemates in Math
.Not thanking Simon enough for my luffly wolf
.Not practicing bass more
.Not having practiced Bass Guitar (got raped in Jazz 2)
.Asking Boitz which guitar to use when I could have figured it out myself cause he wasn't in a good mood and prolly thinks I'm stupid now
.Watching tv instead of starting hw
.Writing this instead of working ahead in Chem
.Not practicing bass yet today even though I have an audition tomorrow

The Point / List of Past Regrets [000]

Last year, I was a freshman. Outgoing, but reluctant to do certain things. Either because of what others would think of me or because I was afraid of the consequences. That year's behind me. There were wayy too many regrets there. So this year, I will post my regrets here each day until I live a day regretting nothing. When that happens? I'll go for two, three, maybe even a week, a month, who knows? Maybe I'll get so hooked on being regretless that I'll never regret again. I'd say I doubt it, but I'll probably regret that later.

A list of my past regrets, to start:

.Not giving my all in mb
.Not telling CS how i felt about him
.Not asking anyone to Winter Ball or Homecoming
.Second-guessing myself
.Being on Facebook instead of being productive
.Doing pointless shit instead of practicing Bass
.Wasting my summer doing nothing
.Not clapping louder for the Breathing Gym people's amazing performance
.Not starting everything with a standing ovation
.Being mean/sarcastic to people
.Not jumping on the Batterie bus @ the mb talent show
.Ordering Sausage instead of a panini @ the italian place yesterday

[There are many more, I just can't remember them. Til tomorrow.]

Regrettably,

Izzy